Summer

Vague.

2011-04-28T09:19:00.000-07:00

Behind my smile is everything you will never understand.

Kisses and Cake

2011-04-11T03:28:00.001-07:00

Seeing your presence but not feeling you ,
Feeling your sadness but cant hold you ,
Falling deeply into you but i am not the one for you ,
Truely ...i really do miss you .

p/s i still love you . Kisses and cake <3<3

冷冷的天 !

2010-10-27T00:22:00.000-07:00

这几天，天空都下起了雨...还蛮舒服的 !!

在这几个晚上都听着1 fm , 听到了几首不错的歌..其中有宇恒的朋友都结婚去了..还蛮好听的..也让我想起了我姐最近也结婚去了...也衷心祝福她，永远幸福，肉麻的话我不会说但真的祝福你们能永远像童话故事里那样的幸福快乐下去....

我不断的成长，好多梦想要追....但何时才能到达？我不停的问

love ,
aifang

放开谈何容易 !!

2010-10-10T07:50:00.000-07:00

心痛的回忆突然让我的心揪起, 太想你们了
Andrew, Sandra , 你们在那儿过的好吗？

love
aifang

I still miss you dear :)

2010-06-19T23:46:00.000-07:00

dear sandra ,
this post is specially dedicated to you !
i miss you friend , hope you doing fine up there !
i think of you almost every single day , ur image is still so vivid and real !!
i know i should let you go but i still cry every single time when i thought of you ..i miss you dearly !
Life is not the same anymore without you .Your laughter , your epic twirls during badminton , ur passion for gymnasium , ur love for story books , ur favorite asam laksa ....ur everything remained so fresh in my memories as if its just yesterday !
i met up with yvonne and anson and the family the other day , they look looking goood as ever and yvonne is really adorable , no wonder you and her click so well coz same species one..lol ..
anyway....i miss you dear and you will always be part of me and my life .

love ,
aifang

P.S i truly love you ...

2010-01-26T08:19:00.000-08:00

i have been away for quite a while....
i just lost a dear friend , Sandra , known that gurl since i was 4 .
We were in the same kindergarten , went to the same primary , went to the same high school , and still kept in touch even though i went college and uni in kl .
Everytime when i came back from kl from holiday , she would always be the first one that rings me up or drop by my house to see me . Then we will always go badminton together , eat cendol together , eat her favourite mee rebus near the bukit ciina grave yard and asam laksa at jonker walk ...girl , do u know that u are actually the one that convince me and make me fell in love with asam laksa so much ..remember i always had curry laksa before ??!! And this summer when i came back and when i went and look for you ....you were asking me " am i the first one u met in melaka?"..i was reluctant to tell you coz i dont want to admit that i miss you and the fact that i love to hang out with you coz all these while i have always been acting like a big sister to you , and you know how i hate to admit the feeling that i felt for you ...thank you for treating me like your big sister .....i regretted now ...i should have told you that i miss you to infinity and i want to go badminton with you ..and i love talking to you all the time .
On the 12th of January , you send me the message "I'M COMING HOME!! i need some reward after being so stressed out while in KL. any awesome fun plans ? how about swimming ? haha'' at 1.27 pm ...i immediately called you tht i was in kl and i called u up to pick u up from midvalley ..u felt so sorry for making me to travel all the way from sunway to midvalley then travel to subang just to pick u up and go back to melaka ...it wasnt true at all ...i enjoyed every second that i spent with you ...do you know that u have the power to cheer sumeone's up ?? :) ..so on the way...u were complaining to me how u had a tough week handling your PTPN and you even called ur mother up and cried to her .....i felt so sorry now that i wasnt paying the full attention to ur stories and i really wished i had talked to you more . So i sent you home but to realize tat ur father werent in ...you were so afraid to mafan me coz i was offering you to come over to my hse to wait for your to come but instead ...u climb into ur hse and waited for your father at ur garden . sandra oh sandra ..so typical of you .....not wanting to trouble ppl !!!1
On the 13th ....we went US pizza together with cyeow , shiriam and grace ..and we had so much fun that afternoon catching up with each other ..and how you and shiriam would pour alot of cheese powder on ur pizza ..and you even poured like a mountain of cheese powder on the left over pizza to be taken to cyeow hse and eat .....we were like laughing at you ..and how you would talk and cyeow would ask you to shut up and continue eating and but eventually you would continue to talk again and shared so many stuff with us ....
On the 14th ...things change forever in my life .....we were suppose to go to have tea together at around 12 in the afternoon , but then i changed my plan coz my mum needed me to go to the market to buy stuff so i cancelled the plan .....and i remembered at 12.30pm sharp ...u called me"
aifang...what time are we going to cyeow hse ar ." ...then i replied " i m not going wor ..i m on my way to my mum's office now "...she was like" ok la ..then nvrmind la ..bye "...because we would usually meet in cyeow hse bfr we go anywhere and i will alwys pick her up because her hse would be on the way to cyeow's hse...so then sandra called cyeow up saying that she would meet her at her hse for a movie marathon instead at 3 pm . Around 4.30pm ...i received a call that broke my heart from cyeow ...She told me Sandra is dead in a car accident ...i couldnt believe it ...i told cyeow to calm down as she was crying when she called me ...i said it cannot be true ...is she just passes out or something ...i dunno ..so then i called to sandra's phone ...someone picked up but was speaking in malay and i was not really able to hear wht she said ..so then i tried to call to her hse again ....no answer .......then cyeow called again ....she said it was confirmed ...Sandra died ...i was like ..how can it be possible ...it cant be real ...there must be some mistakes ...there must be wrong somewhere ....i refused to believe ..so i calmed myself .....i drove to the hospital ...my heart sunk when i saw sandra's mum .at the emergency entrance ...auntie soh fay was crying and was telling me that Sandra didnt make it .......i couldnt believe at the moment ....i push the mother aside ...and run outside ..i refused to believe it ...it cannot be real ..it is just a dream ..how can that be true ......i just talked to her hours ago ....how can it happen without a signal ...sandra would nvr leave without telling goodbye ....i was angry ...i was in grief ...i told myself ...as long as you havent seen her yet , there is still a chance that she is still alive ...i stayed at the hospital till night that day and i couldnt sleep the whole night even though i was really tired .
i woke up 5 in the morning ......looking at facebook ...all her photo ....i started crying , crying , my tears just could stop dropping down ...i hate myself for being so weak ...i was sad...i was in grief ..i miss her so much ..there is still alot of things that we havent done together ....how can u leave like that without saying goodbye ...i hate you and yet i love u so much that i hate to see you leave like this...So about 8am , i went to hospital , it was the most horrible day of my life ...nvr experience so much pain bfr in my life...after arranging all the stuff the whole morning , afternoon we could finally take sandra's body ...it was a long journey as the family has decided to donate her cornea and her long bone ...i went to the forensic toegtehr with the mum while cyeow was handling the reporter ...Sandra had multiple fractured from her head to toe ..it really break my heart just to even hear it from the forensic ..i couldnt bear to hear it but i know taht i have to go through with auntie soh fay ...she is a strong woman ..uncle jimmy was hospitalized in the ICU due to the accident as well ....
sorry i couldnt write anymore ...i feel like crying if i write further....i dun wan to write anymore ....i will share with yall again when i m ready .....
i just want you , sandra to know that i will always be ur big sister , dun worry about ur family , i will take good care of them on behalf of you ...always remember that i will always miss you ...

aifang
p/s i will always love you , sandra ...R.I.P

Rainy day !!

2009-12-19T09:17:00.000-08:00

Okay first of all ,
i would like to apologize to my friend and the families from coming all the way from kl to melaka just to get wet by the rain ..really paiseh ...hope you guys will come again next time , i will definitely bring yall to the best food in town . And due to the extremely crazy crowd , i brough to the restaurant that was not really nice at all and expensive ...sorry man !! :( ..
Anyway , today i met up with my primary and secondary friends , we had great time catching up again , so happy that everyone is doing well in their respective field . I met up with qing liang , pei xuan , xiang ting , rui jing , hui shan and xin yi , we went to greenland for bubble tea , Gosh, the worst pearl milk i ever drank in my life ...i miss happy cup's bubble chocolate pudding milk tea .:( .....anyway we had so much fun talking to each other and everyone is like laughing so loudly and ppl around us was like looking at us at weird eyes ..haha....After the bubble tea , we decided to go for naan for supper ( coz i feeling eating one ) ..haha.......it was all good and we bumped into Rebecca ..haha .....melaka so small ..Then after a long chat and happy time , we headed back to our home . At home i saw my auntie was here , so many ppl in my hse now , i dun even have my own room anymore ..haha....gonna sleep with my parents tonite ...haha .....but i think i cant tahan their snoring la..so i think i will sleep in the living room instead ..haha ...\
Anyway ..i am bringing the kids to A famosa water park 2morrow ..so tomorrow gonna be a tiring day as well ...i hope it doesnt rain as heavy as today again ....
I guess thats all for tday ..
Let me recommend yall a song , its really nice ..hope you like it ...good nite then :)
Youtube it la ..haha

徐佳瑩- 身騎白馬

Princess and the frog

2009-12-17T08:11:00.000-08:00

Today i brought my 3 little cousin for sigh seeing in melaka !! We went to so many places and did so many stuff that all the tourist does . Those boys were really having so much fun since its their first time here , for yall info , they are philipino so i talk in melayu with them ...haha ...i think i have lost most of my malay words..haha ..but its ok ..we still manage to communicate well .
And today i brought them to KFC , PIZZA HUT AND MC DONALD'S.....yes ...u didnt see wrongly ...its all 3 of them in one day .....really die hard for me ...fattening ....but haih ......the kids like it alot ...so its ok la i guess ...once in the blue moon right ..haha :) ...i still feel guilty though !!!
So then at night , i went movie with them in Melaka Mall and we watched TA DANGGGG....Princess and the frog ....Omg....it was really good ...its been quite a while ever since i watched anything like this ..so romantic ...so fairy tales.....so musical ..so pretty and so cute....OMG ....folks ..u really have to watch it urself ..eventhough inside the cinema , most of them were families bringing kids ...but i still think that couples are perfect to watch it as well ..SUPER HIGHLY RECOMMENDED LARR ...hahhaha ...i even had teary eyes towards the end when Ray died ...opps .....Gay and evangeline ...OMG ...so romantic man ..haha .....ok i shall not further reveal any details anymore ...So folks ...watch it soon lo...haha ......
I had fun with the kids today ...and baby sitting kids are really not easy .....haha...kids are quite hard to please these day !! I m bringing the kids to the Zoo tomorrow together with my sis's 2 kids ..haha ..hope i can handle them well again ! Ganbateh !!
Good nite then folks !! Have a sweet dream ..remember to watch Princess and the frog ....

Wii

2009-12-16T11:22:00.000-08:00

Today i bought a wii from a shop named METAKEY in city town of melaka .
I bought the console set +2 set of controller + 2 set of nunchuck + 25 disc +2 charger for the controller for RM115O . I think the price is quite reasonable so folks , for those of you who is currently in melaka and interested to get one, get it soon lo ...coz there is a shortage supplies of wii in melaka , o else you would have to get it from Kl .
And after getting the wii , i head to jusco to buy some grocery and snack (as ordered by mum ) coz my uncle is here today and he is here with 3 kids . OMG ...KIDS ....i mean they are fun when they are not naughty la but when they do .....crazy la ..feel like whacking them sial but i sabar ..haha ..patient patient !! So in the evening i spend 2 hrs trying out my new wii with them , had lots of fun though as wii is a very interactive game , even my dad is playing now ..haha !! But the dissapointed thing is that the mario game doesnt work , i love mario very much ..but its ok ....and oh oh ...i bought the Ju-On game ....walaao eh ..kena terperanjat kao kao the first time la ..hahaha ...becoz of the sudden appear of the ghost ..haha ...!!
Then at night , we head down to the city and had a ride on eye on malaysia ! Its was scary the first round then dizzy after 2nd rounds ..i almost puke by the time we landed , then we headed to the jetty near the red house and had a river cruise. This is actually my third time having the ride ,but tonight was the first time i ride it at night , therefore the feeling is different . I enjoyed night view compared to day time , it was a very relaxing and mind-emptying ride , it makes me sort of reflect what i have done so far for the day and have a little thought on the future path that i shall take !! i have a long way to go ,i know that !! :)
I guess its enuf crapping for today !!its 3.33 in the morning i m still awake.....crazy !!! but i should sleep soon ..Good nite then folks ...
I M BABY SITTING THE KIDS 2MORROW ...WISH ME LUCK !!!

love,
aifang

Gathering !!

2009-12-13T05:17:00.001-08:00

Primary friends ~~~

I had a very busy weekends but i would said a fruitful one !!
Last night i went to a gathering ...meeting up with few primary friends .Things has changes so much though ..ok .lets starts one by one ...
1. Xing yu
Before ----super quiet guy , hardly to him ever , i think yesterday i talked more that i have talked to him for the past 10 years ..haha ...
Now ----super funny guy , outgoing , stylish , talkative , humorous and grow much taller than before ( he used to sit at the front row coz very short ) .
2. Long Sheng
Before -- quiet guy also ...i cant remember talking to him before during primary ..:P ..haha ...sorry man ...
After ----super talkative also , funny guy , grow taller as well ...( actually same height as me , i used to be taller than him by at least 30cm ?? ) ..haha....
3. Xi long ----same like those guys above and he is studying education now ..nvr joke so much with him bfr but yesterday he was still abit quiet but will throw some jokes in once a while...haha
4. Melissa-----for me , Melissa didnt change that much ..still pretty as ever , sweet gurl .

Not to mention sandra and Zaven , i see them from time to time ...so its all good :) !!!
We had an awesome night catching up with each other but the sad thing is that only few of us show up ....but i will definitely try my best to organize another one asap !! So stay tune folks , and not no saying no this time !!!
And guess who i saw when we went yamcha at jonker street !!! OMFG ..its my tutor ..haha ..i was like
" Wei ..tutor..tutor !!"...
"Wah...i thought got aH LONG come after me wei !!" says my tutor
HAHA ...super funny ..what a small world la !!
After the gathering , me and sandra went to meet up with some other friends, and we had good time catching up as well eventhough its a short one !!!Basically thats all i did for my saturday night !!..
And today my day start with the laughing of my nephew and niece ..OMG ..those two fella ...so cute but very naughty at the same time also ..spend the whole day playing with them ...Therefore its time for me to sleep now !! ..Good nite folks ..really beh tahan liao !!NITE ...

Sweat like a man

2009-12-11T05:46:00.001-08:00

I finally get the chance to play badminton ever since i came back to melaka .
OMG...i tell you , inside the court was so hot and i really sweat like a man eventhough i didn't run that much when playing the badminton , i have a feeling that my arms gonna be real painful tomorrow ....
Anyway , after badminton , me and Sandra went to Melaka and check out the wii prices . We all jalan jalan in few shops and found out that the best bargain we can get there is about 1 k for the standard wii set + 1 controller +1 nunchuck + 10 games (pirated one la ...haha ) . Its the set from korea and has translated all the korean to English and software basis . I guess i would go for that one since its so cheap and i might buy a wii fit which would costs me another $387 but its ok coz its really fun ....i have once tried it in a frien's house in OZ , OMG ...boxing with wii so damn fun ...so chi kek and can exercise also with wii fit ...do yoga la ..and hoola hoop , still remember vividly how yih jing twist her waist..haha ..so funny ....oh oh ...not to mention skiing ...hahah ...so fun ......so full of interaction and entertaining sial !! haha.....so i decided to get one ....wohoo ..its gonna be gooddddd !!!! ...
Anyway ...thats basically all i did today ....haha ..had a tiring but great day too ...!!!
Try the wii soon folks if u haven't try it as yet ..!!! its fun !!!

Quote of the day
Dont be afraid to sweat , be scared when you have no more chance to sweat !! :)

A day gone by with Sari

2009-12-10T06:48:00.000-08:00

Sari...

Sari comes to my hse every alternate thursday to clean up my house (coz we all girls are just too lazy to do the house work) . She is very crazy sial , work from 8 am to 4.30pm non stop except for lunch ..she works like a machine ...i really feel very shameful that she ,almost at her late 40 can work so hard while me only early 20 ,feels so tired even just after mopping the floor , i really salute her gao gao la !!! Anyway , she is a very dedicated woman , she cleans up my hse really thoroughly and she got paid only less than 700 per month by her agent , really very kesian sial , 700 freaking ringgit malaysia ...i cant even imagine myself surviving with only 700 ringgit per month , its just ridiculously little , she told me after cleaning my hse , she still have to work from 6 to 10.30pm ....really is a crazy f**ing world ..how can someone be treated like this !! i really felt very fortunate to have parents that always shower me with lots of love and satisfy my every needs . I really couldn't imagine myself without my parents at this point of my life , therefore i am grateful that whatever happens , we as a family would stay strong together . Family is priceless to me , and i am forever thank you,pa and mama for giving me the life that i have.....
HAHAH ........i will always keep in mind that, no matter how hurtful you words sometimes can be , i still know that u will always love me and treat me like a princess .Thank you ma and pa for making me feel that i am the luckiest daughter in the earth .
i will make yall proud ....someday...one day !! i promise .....

HAHA....ANYWAY ....dont so emo , hehe .......ok back to what i have done today , these few days i have been doing some survey regarding the tv that we should buy . OMG ...so many choices nowadays , plasma la , LCD la , LED la ...macam macam ...see until my eye pening , but whatever it is , for me its just a TV ...haha ..as long as got bayang come out from the TV and watch my favourite singapore series , i m very satiested ...i m very easy contented person ..haha !!
So finally countless visit to countless store with countless speculation , we finally bought the LC52A85M 52" FULL HD AQUOS LCD TV.....me myself would prefer the samsung one...but mum got convinced by the tauke that this is the best in term of the quality ...But i think samsung's one is more classy . But anyway ...mum and dad is the boss ....!! haha..whatever !!! i just want to watch astro that's it !! haha.....
And i bought left4dead2 .....walao....gonna play until siaow la ...actually i m not a big fan of computer game , but this game , walao , damn chi kek la .....Well for those of who doesn't know what the heck is it about , let me introduce to you ...tadannnnggggg....Left4dead2 ...
Left4dead2
Its a game that kills zombie and it can be quite scary sometimes . The reason why i like it is because the feeling of killing zombie is so good and its the game can let u express yourself when you are angry or stress !! haha..i swear alot while playing this game ..but damn fun !! So folks , try it if you have time !!

Quote of the day...
Be strong or phone me !! :P ...

P.S i love you

2009-12-09T09:01:00.000-08:00

P.S i love you ....

my favourite movie of all time
i think this is my 30th time watching this movie and i still get so touched by it .
Haha ...i know its crazy but its a nice movie .
How i wish i can love someone like that but of course i can skip the husband-died-of-cancer-part..haha...
Anyway to those of you who have not watch the movie , please watch it , its really good , especially when u need to cry ... :P ..
Summary of P.S i LOVE YOU
Gerry died from brain tumor but he prepared 10 letters to his wife , Holly . He knew that Holly wouldn't be able to let go of him if he just walked out like that , he wants to help Holly to get over of his death and move on with life and finally helping her to find her dream , shoes .Each letter would guide Holly to do something thats she had never done in her life and each letter ends with a p.s i love you. Towards the end , Holly realize it is over and she had to move on with her life but Gerry would always remained in her heart and the love of her life .

You can find the book . The story line is abit different in the sense that in the book , it involve more characters bringing more flavours to the book . But i still love both of it .
This story makes me realize that its really important to cherish every single moment u spend with your love one , hold their hands when u can , dont be stingy or shy in giving hugs because u might not know what would happen the next second .
Watch it soon folks if you havent watch it as yet !! It's a beautiful love story.

Quote of the day from the movie ,
Dear Holly, I don't have much time. I don't mean literally, I mean you're out buying ice cream and you'll be home soon. But I have a feeling this is the last letter, because there is only one thing left to tell you. It isn't to go down memory lane or make you buy a lamp, you can take care of yourself without any help from me. It's to tell you how much you move me, how you changed me. You made me a man, by loving me Holly. And for that, I am eternally grateful... literally. If you can promise me anything, promise me that whenever you're sad, or unsure, or you lose complete faith, that you'll try to see yourself through my eyes. Thank you for the honor of being my wife. I'm a man with no regrets. How lucky am I. You made my life, Holly. But I'm just one chapter in yours. There'll be more. I promise. So here it comes, the big one.
Don't be afraid to fall in love again. Watch out for that signal, when life as you know it ends. P.S. I will always love you

There is always a first time !

2009-12-08T02:54:00.000-08:00

Today is the first day that i create this blog .
There is lots of reasons why i started this blog
1. i want to share with everyone the little world i am living in with everyone
2. i want to remember every great moment .
3. i cant sleep at night ...so i decided to write something

Hahah ...basically those are the reasons that i started to create this blog . I don't know whether anyone is ever gonna read all the crap that i m going to write ,but who cares , i m gonna write in styles and share with everyone every single moment that i have gone through .

Anyway , it was a wonderful weekend last week as my friends, Joanna ,mei xian and hui xian came over melaka ..i picked them up from the bus station and started our SUMO-FOOD-MARATHON-TRIP ...ahaha....we eat like a 蟒蛇 ...firstly we went to asam laksa for lunch , then we had cendol with the laksa , after that we went for sight seeing , after about an hour , we went to donald's and lily's for a drink , i had coke and cendol again , then we drove back to brush up .
Then at night , we started our food marathon again , we went to satay celup , then the longkang lala and few other side dishes , 油炸傀 , then we go jalan jalan at jonker walk , i had cempedak and air tebu in jonker ( its just amazing how my stomach be able to fit all those food in :P) ...then finally we decided to have crb for our supper !! haha ...amazing right ..we started eating from 7 to 12 o clock ...what a sinful journey !! and sorry chyi , i m not able to meet u up as i have to drive my friens around !! will definitely meet u the next time when u r in town !! then the next morning we tidur until 11 , so we had brunch which is the famous chicken rice ball , and then the famous bunga raya popiah , lo han guo drinks ( we had 2 !! ) ahaha...the drink is too good so we decided to drive back to drive it again ...and my sua ku johor friends were so amazed by the price which is only 1 ringgit !! haha ...so sua ku ....ahahaha......1 dollar drink in melaka is everywhere buddies !! haha ..anyway ....there was it , after the brunch session , we went back to our hse and we had a mahjong session together and i lost 6 dollars :( !! hahah....but its ok ..i had lots of fun !!
And today ...i had satay celup again ...sinful man sinful !! must start exercise soon !! YOSHHHHH !!
i guess thats it for now !!!...
Pictures of the day !!!Satay celup....HO CHAK *thumbs up*

Capitol satay
Capitol Satay Celup,
41, Lorong Bukit Cina,
Melaka.
$0.70 per stick